||[May. 11th, 2006|08:58 pm]
|||||rob zombie- dragula||]|
i dont get abused physically but the blows to my head hurt just as much. in my school, home, or just in general i get judged for everything i do and everything i like. i am their fault for every mistake they make.i dont have many friends and its killing me because im always alone. im self cautious and afraid of people getting too close to me because of so many accidents that have happened..
but somehow they always happen again.
i know it doesnt seem like much, but it is..it hurts more than you think. i wont judge you if you dont judge me, just please try to understand..
its only a matter of time, and i can only hold on so much longer.